What if it passes slowly? I do not have any time for all these works: I shouldn't have done anything and I should have done something which I didn’t. Why can I remember all my faults? Maybe its better to forget because "some things are better best forgotten" or maybe I should gather these useful experiences for the new year. Maybe it works well! Perhaps I needed to experience all these awful days because of having this argument now. So let's write it down Shima. It's time to change.